When Lee returned to our Bevin Court service, Sheffield in April this year, it marked his third stay at the hostel, but this time, something was very different.

Lee had been on a long and often difficult journey through addiction, mental health challenges, and time in custody. But today, he stands on the threshold of a new chapter in his life, preparing to move into ‘The Greens’, an addiction rehabilitation centre in Sheffield, that requires residents to be substance-free. It’s a milestone that reflects months of hard work, commitment, and personal transformation.

Lee’s journey hasn’t been easy. A former soldier, he struggled to adjust to civilian life after leaving the army, finding it difficult to relate to everyday pressures after years of facing life-or-death situations. That internal disconnect eventually led to a life of crime, drug use, and even prison time.

“I thought I was one of the big boys and at the same time, my mental health was collapsing, I think due to trauma’s I faced in my army days. I wished myself dead most days or that I would be given a life sentence as I found prison easier than civilian life”, Lee shared.

Lee first came to Bevin Court over 15 years ago, when the environment was far from stable, and admits he was part of the chaos at the time. Now, many years and setbacks later, something shifted. Upon returning in April, Lee found a new team in place, and for the first time in a long while, he felt seen and heard.

“The first 7-10 days I wanted to end my life every day and came very close to doing this. But as it happened there were new staff at the hostel and this had an impact on me. A couple of kind gestures from staff came my way, and because I had not had this in a long time and didn’t think this would ever come my way again, there was no way on earth I was going to let them down. I was determined this was my time to change and there was no going back”, Lee said.

Those simple acts of compassion sparked something powerful. Lee decided this would be the turning point. Three months later, he’s clean, focused, and ready for a fresh start, but more than that, he’s looking to give back.

“I plan to return to St Anne’s as a volunteer, supporting others on their recovery journeys”, he said, working alongside his substance misuse worker, Sarah.

“I am looking forward to doing this because there is a lot inside me that I want to give back. I look in the mirror and don’t recognise the man I used to be, I am alive” Lee said.

He’s also shared his story in this year’s Recovery Advent for Sheffield, a candid, heartfelt reflection that shows just how far he’s come.

“Life is good,” Lee added. “I feel happy because, for the first time in a long time, I’m in control of me.”

The transformation, both physically and emotionally in Lee, is remarkable, and the team at Bevin Court couldn’t be prouder. Lee’s story is a powerful reminder of the impact of kindness, the importance of second chances, and the strength it takes to rebuild.

Well done Lee!